Deep dark secrets

Yup that’s the term Ches used.

I’m listening to Linkin Park’s “What I’ve done” from their new “Minutes to Midnight” album, though that doesn’t have much to do with my post. It just sets the mood.

Reflecting. I always seem to do that, whenever I see a bad trait in someone else. I’d stop and think if I have that trait in me.

My deep dark secret is that everyone once in a while, I’d be very depressed, and I wouldn’t knwo the reason why. And the worse thing is that I’ll feel like crying, but tears would not fall. The I’d write whatever that comes to my mind during that time down, either in this blog or in a notebook that has served this purpose many times. So if you ever read an entry in this blog that seems to be suicidal, don’t worry too much. I’d usually get over it in a while.